I hope to be The ONE

Mother & Father,
  I hope to be The ONE that u adore,
  I hope to be The ONE that u proud of,
  I hope to be The ONE that u can smile with,
  I hope to be The ONE that u bring along,
  I hope to be The ONE that u want me to BE...
  I've tried too many times but yet I couldn't get there...
  I'm truly sorry...
  Love U~