DONGIBAB KIPIDAP

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

It’s been 3 years ++ since my last writing on this blog. Hahaha… What a *@#$%^&~ - no words-. Now, I’m pushing myself hard to start writing back and hope it last little longer than before or maybe permanently make this corner as a lovelifediary. Dongibab kipidap!! Huhuhu…

So many bittersweet things happen in this past few years which I can’t sum it up as short one :-) Maybe from time to time, I will flash back all those stories little by little in next posts. Hopefully…

Just to update those who reading my scribbles/gibberish here, I have already being a mother of 8 months old daughter. I gave birth on July 8^th, 2015 to a strong babygurl which named as Aafreen. True, it was during fasting month last year. I was adviced to deliver the baby earlier than EDD since Aafreen’s growth graph at week 37-38 seen stagnant. For your record, I was still fasting a day before, on the 7^th, during my admission to the ward (proud of myself. pirrahhh haha...). 

So, the doctor induced me around 6am on the 8^th and my contraction starts an hour later. The pain was ongoing, from slow to harder, and the contractions keep killing me. Though in pain, I managed to finish my breakfast and lunch hehehe… After had my lunch, the doctor checked the dilation and it had opened up to 5cm. So I was pushed to the labor room. Before continue with the first push, I told doctor that actually I want to poop. So the doctor asked me to do so. I did poop on bed. Haha… What an experience…

I gave my best 1^st push once during the contraction. I stopped suddenly just because I realized that my husband wasn’t there yet. So I shouted the nurse “Suami saya.. suami saya..” She ran for my husband to come inside the labor as fast as possible. Seeing my husband entered the room, I quickly give my best 2^nd push and POOOPPP, sound of Aafreen got out already. Sharp at 3.11pm I gave birth to Aafreen. My husband had the moment to see how Aafreen got out. Allahuakbar…Merciful Allah… It was short & sweet memories as far as I remembered. Alhamdulillah… I didn’t spend so many hours fighting against contractions inside the labor room. Her weight was 2.41kg during birth. Slimshaddy :-)

Btw, Aafreen means brave/acclaim/trustworthy. Such a wonderful meaning and that’s why I’ve chosen it for her.

 

 

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Month 8

One Secret Night in Ramadhan

  Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak to Muslims. I would like to share one of the best stories regarding One Secret Night in Ramadhan which is Lailatul Qadar. Sit tight and read what had happen to our beloved Prophet S.A.W.

  

  Diriwayatkan bahawa Rasulullah SAW sedang duduk i’tikaf semalam suntuk pada hari-hari terakhir Bulan Suci Ramadhan. Para sahabat pun tidak sedikit yang mengikuti apa yang dilakukan Nabi SAW ini. Beliau berdiri shalat mereka juga shalat, beliau menegadahkan tangannya untuk berdo’a dan para sahabatpun juga serempak mengamininya. Saat itu langit mendung tidak berbintang. Angin pun meniup tubuh-tubuh yang memenuhi masjid. Dalam riwayat tersebut malam itu adalah malam ke-27 dari Bulan Ramadhan.

  Disaat Rasulullah SAW dan para sahabat sujud, tiba-tiba hujan turun cukup deras. Masjid yang tidak beratap itu menjadi tergenang air hujan. Salah seorang sahabat ada yang ingin membatalkan shalatnya, ia bermaksud ingin berteduh dan lari dari shaf, namun niat itu digagalkan karena dia melihat Rasulullah SAW dan sahabat lainnya tetap sujud dengan khusuk tidak bergerak. Air hujan pun semakin menggenangi masjid dan membasahi seluruh tubuh Rasulullah SAW dan para sahabatnya yang berada di dalam masjid tersebut, akan tetapi Rasulullah SAW dan para sahabat tetap sujud dan tidak beranjak sedikitpun dari tempatnya.

  Beliau basah kuyup dalam sujud. Namun sama sekali tidak bergerak. seolah-olah beliau sedang asyik masuk kedalam suatu alam yang melupakan segala-galanya. Beliau sedang masuk kedalam suatu alam keindahan. Beliau sedang diliputi oleh cahaya Ilahi. Beliau takut keindahan yang beliau saksikan ini akan hilang jika beliau bergerak dari sujudnya. Beliau takut cahaya itu akan hilang jika beliau mengangkat kapalanya. Beliau terpaku lama sekali di dalam sujudnya. Beberapa sahabat ada yang tidak kuat menggigil kedinginan. Ketika Rasulullah SAW mengangat kepala dan mengakhiri shalatnya, hujan pun berhenti seketika.

  Anas bin Malik, sahabat Rasulullah SAW bangun dari tempat duduknya dan berlari ingin mengambil pakaian kering untuk Rasulullah SAW. Namun beliau pun mencegahnya dan berkata “Wahai anas bin Malik, janganlah engkau mengambilkan sesuatu untukku, biarkanlah kita sama-sama basah, nanti juga pakaian kita akan kering dengan sendirinya. ” Anas pun duduk kembali dan mendengarkan dengan seksama cerita Rasulullah SAW mengapa beliau begitu lama bersujud. Masya Allah….ternyata ketika tadi Rasulullah SAW, dan disaat hujan mulai turun, disaat itu pula malaikat dibawah pimpinan jibril turun dalam keindahan dan bentuk aslinya. Mereka berbaris rapi dengan suara gemuruh tasbih dan tahmid mereka bergema dilangit dan dibumi serta alam semesta saat itu dipenuhi dengan cahaya ilahi. Inilah yang membuat Rasulullah SAW terpaku menyaksikan keindahan dan cahaya yang sama sekali tidak pernah dilihat oleh mata. Gema tasbih dan tahmid malaikat yang tak pernah didengar oleh telinga dan suasana yang tidak pernah bisa dibayangkan oleh pikiran manusia.

Wallahualam.

Thank you ALLAH

Dreams

I dream, 

I test my dreams against my beliefs, 

I dare to take risks, 

And I execute my vision to make those dreams come true.

What happen to me in the early quarter of Year 2012?

1. New work place, new challenges, specific job scope, new environment & new colleagues. Liking new job much better than previous
2. Moved to new crib in Wangsa Maju - smaller + noisy :(
3. Having hard times completing 2^nd semester of My Master. But, officially completed end on Jan 2012 and hoping to get above 3.75 this semester. Reward: New Dell Laptop + New IPhone4S…yummy yummy :)
4. Own Black-top-white-bottom Cat named Jayhun a.k.a ‘Jay’. Fierce but spoiled :)
5. My Besties had lost their newborn baby.  Al-Fatihah for Shafiy
6. Found out that my other bestie going to Brisbane soon for good. I put on determination to be joining her right after My Master completed :) Pray for me
7. Financially, not knowing whether ready to fly to Perth in this coming May or not. Praying for financially equipped.
8. Almost forget: My other bestie got engaged and getting married in June 2012.
9. Booked to be BEST WOMAN at two other besties’ Wed-Day. So Yoga is the best solution to lose some more weight. Checked (√)
10. Getting married this Year 2012?? LOL~~ to-be-decided

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Bye Bye Semester 1

Applause~ I’ve completed my semester one of my study. Alhamdulillah. Since then, I started to write again. I can’t even imagine that my whole 5 months of studying will be terrible experiences at all. True, it took a lot of passion to balance up between job, study and personal life simultaneously. That is why most of students gave up on their study or took full time mode.

The most critical part is when I’ve to choose whether to attend a class or important weds of my good good friends. I nearly have to forgo most of important events when it comes to priority of completing study. Even, I also barely got a chance to go back hometown, spending time with family. I’ve experience left zero cents inside my wallet throughout months because of need to provide petty stuffs for my study. Gladly, I was stronger enough to get through those situations. For those who felt neglected along the process, I’m truly sorry. I can’t manage my time well between personal leisure and for my boys, my girls, my colleagues, my family and my love. Thank you for being so supportive. Hope everything will be better since herein. L.O.V.E~