ONLY IF

ONLY if I knew you might fall in love with me,

  I won't further let it be,

ONLY if I think my words promising you anything,

  I won't say a thing,

 ONLY if I can predict you will love me for this deep,

  I won't let it happen,

ONLY if I expect things going to be worse,

  I won't damn let myself get closer to you,

ONLY if my apologize can sooth you,

  I will say it right now that I'm sorry for hurting you.

                                                               -110111-

Terrible Moment

2011 begins with a nightmare for me after my wonderful pet, Ajan had being kidnapped by the schizoid named Shamin Hafriz Shariman and the gang. They asked for expiation money. I don't have that much of money. Please let me know if you ever see this beautiful creature. TQ.